Final Draft: PECHA KUCHA Edited version: I sped up the playback speed to try and shorten the video length.
Transcript: outline and slides
Written Narrative
Creating this project allowed me to reflect on my educational journey. I had the chance to remember what my why was, ad this was a much-needed lesson for myself. Becoming a teacher is something that I have remained committed to since I was thirteen, when one of my own teachers helped me turn my life around. When I first set out to become an educator my goal was to instill a love of literature and language in young people by practicing socio-culturally relevant pedagogy that is centered on social-emotional learning, self-advocacy and modeling vulnerability. Working in a Title I school, I often witness students, who are already part of what educational philosopher Paulo Freire, would describe as oppressed groups, suffer in many ways. These students have suffered from hidden learning struggles, lack of proper accommodations, language barriers, and multiple types of trauma.
Growing up, I really struggled to do well in school. I vividly remember trying so hard to stay focused, but then I would remember all of the other times I was unfocused, and the consequences (like cold calls from my teachers) and I would end up missing what was happening in real time. I was a quiet kid, in a school filled with very academically motivated students. I wanted my teachers to know me, and to understand why I was having so much trouble, but I was too shy to ever approach a teacher unprompted. Finally, about halfway through 7th grade I got lucky. My math partner for the month had a resource teacher to help them, and as a result I got to work with the teacher as well. It only took about a month of working with this resource teacher, for him to decide to contact my parents and encourage them to have me tested for a learning disability. As it turned out, I ended up being diagnosed with ADD, anxiety, and depression. Once the proper accommodations were made for me, I went from barely passing to an A/ B student. I finally felt seen, and overtime I began to participate more in class, and focus on what was happening in real time. By the end of 7th grade, my mind was made up. I was going to be a teacher, and my goal was to inspire students and make them feel heard like this resource teacher had done for me!
I realize that my initial goal of helping students achieve their full potential, has evolved into ensuring students are provided with an equitable education, and trying to figure out how to do so while overcoming all sorts of obstacles. We learn about the dominant ideology through the acronym that Lesley Griner created to acknowledge the groups of power in the United States; straight, white, christian, able-bodied, American, Male, and property owning (SCWAAMP). When considering how oppression and oppressed groups intersect with the role in which the dominant narrative plays within our schools, one thing is clear, that English is the language of power in the United States.
Now that I am finally living out my dream career, I’ve noticed that there are so many more problems in education than I could have anticipated. Rita Pierson tells us that “kids don’t learn from people they don’t like” in her TedTalk. So I had hoped that by building strong relationships with my students, and dedicating time towards getting to know them, then it would lead to great discussions, participation, and constant engagement. But this was not the case. I could tell that many students were just going through the motions when it came to classwork, and in some ways, I was also just going through the motions as well. I had fallen into a routine with my units and lessons, trying to ensure I was doing what was expected of me with the curriculum I was given. I realized that I needed my lessons to be more engaging and interactive. But this is hard to do when the curriculum you’re given is not only boring, but also outdated. Several of the stories we read about pop culture were even older than me and made references to rent being $400 (can you imagine?).
It also didn’t help that I was doing coverage every planning period, and my time outside of school was spent either working on my TESOL courses, or running clubs (I have a bad habit of agreeing to do a lot of things and then leaving myself with very little free time). I became guilty of following the same routine with my units, and feeling too tired to wrap my head around trying to plan for anything new. At the end of this school year, I realized that I was becoming the kind of teacher that was nice, but boring. And I did not spend 13 years wanting to be a teacher, only to end up becoming a boring one. The last day of school came, and I was burnt out. I had expected to find my groove in my third year, and instead I felt that I had moved backwards in my progress towards becoming a good teacher. I gave my students another google form on May 30th, asking them what they liked doing in class, what they disliked, what they hoped to see in future classes, what topics they were interested in studying, and for any feedback they had for me. Only 22 of the 88 students I had left answered. As I read through their responses, I noticed several students asking for more interactive activities, and building more of a community within the classroom. I decided that this would be something I needed to work on this summer, but that would have to wait until I was finished with another class. I did not have high expectations coming into this course, and I was actually dreading going right from the last day of school to another course.
My previous courses had left me feeling unmotivated and frustrated that I wasn’t learning anything new, and had contributed to the burnout I was left with this past year. But instead of another repetitive course, I was met with something that was exactly what I needed. A chance to focus on my core beliefs regarding learning and how I could leverage those to create change in my classroom. I know what I believe. I believe that students learn best when there is empathy in the classroom, when there is a strong classroom community and when they feel seen and heard. Some of my core beliefs were established in previous course texts such as The Vulnerable Heart of Literacy by Elizabeth Dutro, which goes over the importance of student-teacher relationships, and modeling the type of behaviors and actions you want to see in your classroom (check out a book review here). After all, that feeling of having your voice finally heard by a teacher is what changed my own views on my education when I was growing up. After talking with my peers, and my professor, I was able to focus my ideas better. As I mentioned previously, I want to change the level of engagement in my classroom. I plan on doing this by building a stronger community in my classroom, and creating more interactive lessons for my students. But how will I do this?
I plan on building a more interactive digital component into my classroom that will simultaneously give my students a chance to build community. The first thing I want to do is have all of my students create a blog space similar to this class, using the same platform. I will be sure to use clear instructions and build the knowledge of how to use this digital feature with my students. As we learned in Danah Boyd’s chapter, “youth need opportunities to develop the skills, and knowledge to engage with contemporary technology effectively and meaningfully. Becoming literate in a networked age requires hard work, regardless of age” (Boyd 177).
I also plan on incorporating more community builders throughout the school year, and not just during the first few weeks of school. In the past, I have never really made students work with anyone new, or even change their seats from where they chose to sit the first day. By changing up groups, and moving students around, there will be more opportunities for students to meet classmates they may not have previously talked to. I am hoping that I can also use digital tools, such as blogger, to build a better sense of community by having students respond to one and other several times over the course of the quarter.
I also want to include other digital features such as Pixton, Soundtrap and Canva. I found Pixton to be a very fun tool to explore, and from what I gathered while using it for this class and my presentation, there is also a feature that allows you to import your google classroom. This digital platform is completely new to me, and I am eager to try it out in my classes this coming Fall. I have been a large supporter of graphic novels in the classroom, and this gives my students the opportunity to use a digital platform to create their own comic strips. While I still have to use the curriculum I am given, I will use Brittany’s idea of “sneaks” to build in more readings and projects that are relevant to my students. Instead of having students write a standard essay, I could have them create a podcast instead, or a comic strip.
When I first began teaching, I was eager to try out tech tools. But I felt nervous to continue after feeling like the lessons weren’t landing, or were too confusing for students to follow along. I found myself identifying as a technocrat on Scott Noon's chart, and being too nervous to continue experimenting with technology. By year 3, I pretty much avoided using tech and put all assignments on paper. Going into year 4, I am excited by the possibilities that digital platforms can offer my students and be used to better engage them as well as build a stronger community! I am hoping that with all of these new tools, I will be able to head in the direction of. a techno-constructivist, including more interactive tech features embedded into my lessons. I now have many new digital tools in my teacher toolbox that I can spend the summer building into my planning for next year. I know that there will be trials and errors next year, as there often are when you try something new. But I am now finishing this course with new information, inspiration, and ideas that have reinvigorated my passion to someday become the teacher my students deserve.
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